Tuesday, December 9, 2008

Jaems Elliot Nezbeth


I'm in a very hard time in my life and its very hard to not cry every once in a while I have a pregnant mother with already 4 kids :( and a Dad that I only see sometimes, and a Grandma who doesn't trust me whats so ever. But I always have James Elliot Nezbeth he is the love of my life. I really do love him and no one seems to see why? I can always go to him for anything and I know he would never back stab me or anything that proteins to that. When i hear people saying they love their boyfriend at this age all I want to do is laugh in their faces and say "You don't know what love is !" And I feel like a bad person but i dont think they really do and you shouldnt just say it, just to say something? I really do like love James and i know he does back so yah.

But what ever... i have my whole life to determine if i love someone or not.



Right?

Monday, December 8, 2008

Gravity :)

Something always brings me back to you.It never takes too long.No matter what I say or do I'll still feel you here 'til the moment I'm gone.You hold me without touch.You keep me without chains.I never wanted anything so much than to drown in your love and not feel your rain.[CHORUS:]Set me free, leave me be. I don't want to fall another moment into your gravity.Here I am and I stand so tall, just the way I'm supposed to be.But you're on to me and all over me.You loved me 'cause I'm fragile.When I thought that I was strong.But you touch me for a little while and all my fragile strength is gone.[CHORUS]I live here on my knees as I try to make you see that you're everything I think I need here onThe ground.But you're neither friend nor foe though I can't seem to let you go.The one thing that I still know is that you're keeping me downKeeping me downYou're on to me, on to meand all over...Something always brings me back to youit never takes too long.
Best song ever!! :D ^

Sunday, December 7, 2008

Birthday Party :)



My daddy's Birthday is today, 32 years old. Wow thats a long time. Well my Grandma is taking us to go to Out Back. :) Yah know i think im gonna become a Vegatarine. Because i find my self always feeling bad for the animals when i eat them... lol thats wired i know, sorry im getting of topic . Anyways I got him Sweetart Candy Canes (His favorite) and This cool candle holder, because i know he like that kinda of stuff. well he will be here at like 3:oo so see yah later.

Saturday, December 6, 2008

Twilight Movie

I really dont know if i liked the movie Twilight?
I loved the books but i think i only like the movie because Robert Pattison
is so Hot. Well yeah i mean he is a vampire but not in reall life?
Oh that would be awesome... Yah know if he really tuely was a Vampire.
Well thats never gonna happen so i should just get over him.
So what im trying to say is Good book
No very good movie except for Robert Pattison Who is really hot :)

Home alone?


Uhgg, Im home by myself really bored. But i found this

really funny picture online check this out!